This explains how I feel.

DANZA CONMIGO
LLENA MI CORAZON
EN TU DANZA

DANZA CONMIGO
RENUEVA MI CORAZON
EN TU DANZA

MIENTRAS ME LLEVAS EN TUS BRAZOS
MIENTRAS ME LLEVAS EN TUS BRAZOS
ABRAZAME Y GUIAME EN TU DANZA
CONMIGO


I had such a wonderful, powerful time at MOU (Mision Operacion Urbana) this past week. I'll update when I'm less tired. <3

Sliding into the nieve...

So here I am sitting in Mountain View 110 at Messiah College. Before today, I was super excited to be sitting here anticipating this large snowstorm. However, now I am having second thoughts. I am bored. Yes, very bored. This whole not being productive thing is taking its toll on me. I've had way to much time to think AND do nothing. Its bad. Last night things got complicated with going back to Chile early. I'm going back during the middle of a conference which all of my friends will be at. Sounds great, however, no one told me the details. Its an overnight thing for a few days. I do not have a sleeping bag and I don't have my summer clothes. I just want to be able to get into Vina, settle in, and relax some. I am excited about the conference but there are way too many details that no one has filled me in on. Fail.

And I've just had way too much time to think about too much stuff.

I had this tug on my heart the other day. I still don't know exactly what it was about because what I thought it was about ended up hurting me.

I'm ready to slide back into Chile life again.
What will this semester bring me?

Nada, nada limonada.

The phrase: Nada, nada limonada, has really taken hold in my life as a frequently used one as well as "Its in God's hands, esta en las manos de Dios."

In other news, Jterm was one heck of a ride. Probably the most challenging 3 weeks I've had in a long time. I laughed, I cried, I wanted to scream, I almost gave up, I learned, I grew, I pushed, I stayed up all hours of the night, I loved, and I lived. It was about dancing through the rain- "when it rains it pours." I thought some nights my Moral Education class would never end. Don't get me wrong, I love education...philosophy is what gets me. It was such a test of patience for me. I haven't had a class that challenged me to see how much endurance I had. By the end of the class, I finally started to catch on and enjoy it. Too bad at that point it was too late for me to fully engage, but that's ok I pulled out with a surprising A- (not bad for someone who hated the class ;) ) and a support system I never knew I had. It was incredible to see who I became closer to.

I tried to take the old me, mix her with the new me, failed. Then I tried to let me grow again and succeeded. I'm learning its about balance and enjoying things. Sometimes what we thought we had planned for life really aren't what we had planned at all.

It's in the hands of God.